is not just about money...I got the money thing down...

Yesterday I realized that it's about taking the best care or whatever and whoever God has intrusted to you; be it your body/health, relationships, responsibilities, or possessions, and not taking anything/anyone for granted.  I'm thankful for the reminder and the grace to incorporate this revelation into my life.  Good day!!

P.S. THANK GOD for federal holidays, I needed this!!!

I'm at several, and more than ever, I KNOW I really need His guidance.

Oh work, smh. A quick rundown...two unrelated firings, a promotion, a cube move and a reassignment has my work space looking like a very different place then it did even two days ago.  I've been feeling like it's time to go, but the events of the last two days have really driven that point home.  Or I wonder is it me running from adversity, OR is me staying me feeling like I have to stick things out.  Smh.  God knows and he will make things clear...

Other issues looming but nothing I need to go into right now, soon come.  Adios.

I took the day off...There is rarely a day when I want to go work, but today I felt a strong unction to stay home so stay home I did.  Had the latest of two heart to hearts with my sis since we've been back under the same roof, and I realize that more than being exhausted and having bad headaches, that's the reason I felt so strong about staying home...I thank God for what he's doing...I just have to constantly remember that my ways are not His ways and especially His timing is not mine.  I'm definitely here for such a time as this.  The same reason the two of us have issues, absentee parents (one physically, the other emotionally), is the same reason we are so gifted.  And maybe the best answer to our individual and collective issues is each other...We shall see...

Why is it that once you start all but ignoring a guy, he wants to be in your face?!?!  And my thing is, once I stop paying attention to you, I've lost interest!   This is the second occurrence in the past month. Games!!!

I think B feels some type of way about me not taking him up on his invite, per him not answering the last text I sent him about an hour ago.  Yes, I like you, so I want you to be happy, but above all, I'm gonna be happy.  I've made the mistake of putting other people's happiness above my own for way too long.  But I think he thinks that I don't want to depend on him or I don't trust him.  Neither of which is the case, well the dependent thing, kinda sorta, but it's not personal, I don't want to be dependent in any way on anyone.  Maybe I can make it better when I see him on his bday and he sees his present and card.  I love that the present I gave him two years ago still sits on his dresser with the "card" (notepad paper with meaningful words scrawled on it) attached to it.  :) We might be something one day, but if that doesn't happen, I appreciate the positive male presence that he has been in my life since we've been friends.